I now officially love bonfires, even when the people aren't that fun. last night Sarah had a bonfire at Carmel Beach in celebration of her birthday the previous day. big 18, woot woot!! and though there was talk of Karac "slapping around" Devlen, and how it's ok for men to tickle other men and still stand by their heterosexual needs, I still had a ( Read more... )

so last night was a doozy. went to the meet with Matt, we took Winston (his dog), hung out there for a while, and then went back to his house. sitting there in boredom, I got the idea to go fill up my car at Stone Creek cause it's cheaper than at Toro, and I was on "E" big time from driving all the way to San Luis Obispo and back earlier that day ( Read more... )

today was a long one, oh boy. school was school :-p nothing special. went to KFC with Kristen, Sabrina, and Emily, that was fun indeed. I think I had a total of like 6 test, and or quizzes this week alone! I'm so freakin tired and having tests every fucking day! they should just go away, and never return.

"This is all that I'm asking, cause its the ( Read more... )

I've decided I officially suck as......

a friend
a daughter
and a girlfriend

I'm not quite suure whyyyy I suck, I just know I do.

my apologies to all  of you I've given a lot of crap to lately. I never meant to offend you in any way.

September 10, 2005-
start attempting to not suck so much :-p

being sick sucks...... a lot.

grrrrrrrr!!!

damn you livejournal!! for not letting me edit you!!

that or it's just my computer...... :-\

baaah humbug!!!
p.s. I failed to mention that Chris paid me today :) fiiinally

things haven't been that easy lately, and ever day I feel them getting worse and worse. I make the little things out to be much larger than they really are, and get so worked up about them I panic. nothing seems to give me comfort, not even confiding in close friends and loved ones. there's something inside of me and it wants out, I just have no ( Read more... )

I've officially decided that I hate you, for the following reasons:

you're selfish

you think only about is yourself and never anyone else

you're careless

you expect everyone else to pull your way so life's just a breeze for you

you're apathetic

you never once give any consideration for anyones needs

you're greedy

you take what you want and never ( Read more... )

so I went to this uber cool car show tonight. classics like ferarri, corvette, shelby, charger, elise, belair, mustang, you name it, it was there. and they were fucking awesome!!! I even got the chance to drool over my dream car, corvette sting ray :) fucking bliss I tell you ( Read more... )

so I went to go work for Chris tonight, it was his daughter Lauren's birthday and I was asked to come and supervise those who wished to ride the horses.... more like the horse. anywho, so I get there, he tells me I'll be working for about 2 hours, no more.... I worked for 3, and still got paid for the amount that I would have gotten for worked 2 ( Read more... )