im gonna start writing in a real journal for now on..cuz i have things i wanna say that i dont want the whole world to see..ill come back here later..until than..bye bye bye

I had a great thanksgiving!..I just got back home today but I had a great time..thanksgiving morning..I called up Torrian and my father to wish them a happy thanksgiving then I went over to my grandmothers house..saw all my family and I also got to see lauren..havent seen her in forever! she looked so beautiful and happy..im sure college life is ( Read more... )

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GOD...okay! would you be mad or rather pissed off if you found out that one of your best guy friends is mad at you becuz of talking to his brother when that friend has a girlfriend of his own?! and plus his brother and I are just friends and nothin more! well..yea I found that out lastnight you wanna kno how? well, I was on the phone with Demetri ( Read more... )

I got me some new music yesterday :D I got Snoop Dogg new one and Destiny's Child..Destiny's Child is okay..I love Snoop Doggs CD <3 he has alot of different aristis  featured in some of his tracks..he also did a Beautiful part 2 but its called Perfect. Neptunes did the beat..it is soooo amazing!..but anyway..later that day..or night..Shun called ( Read more... )

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Isnt my icon cute? "Naturaly Pretty" thats what I am! lol but anyway. I tried talking to Torrian lastnight..but that didnt work out too well. He picked up his cell...I asked him whats been up and as usual "nothin" then I asked if he was okay cuz he sounded down or a bit sad..he says hes okay...then im like why wont you talk anymore cuz im always ( Read more... )

I just woke up 10 mins ago. I walked feed my dogs so they can stop barking and now im here updating. Lastnight, while I was on the phone with Demetri..I was thinkin about Torrian and wondering if he will ever relize that we could have a good thing if he wasnt so blind and cought up. I wish I knew if he ever thought of me or thought about it..only ( Read more... )

Okay. The week is over..it is now Saturday. Thank god for gettin me through it all in one piece! We are finally out for Thanksgiving. A wholeeeee week off!! Friday night..Demetri and I had a long,deep,exciding convo about religion. It felt really good talking to a guy about it..I mean really talking about it and he kinda change me..he made me ( Read more... )