i was really happy with who showed up on saturday and it was a nice time. i'm surprised by how many people brought me gifts and it was very touching. i was also really impressed by how quickly some people were to help clean up the many spills that occured ( Read more... )

In one week I will be twenty, which is very young ( Read more... )

i can feel really good and really level and then i can crash really quickly over something minor ( Read more... )

i feel tired and depressed and worn out but i also feel happy and full of life ( Read more... )

november 25th i'm having anyone who wants to come over for my birthday ( Read more... )

last september i was working at scholastic, very different schedules took place, yet just as enjoyable and meaningful as now.

i think i might be catching kelvin's cold, but i think my want for a baby is contagious as well.

new routines, new frustrations, new adventures ( Read more... )

+Tonight Kelvin and I made lasagna, and I think Reggie wasn't aware I could cook. More and more as the days go by I think of Reggie as Dad ( Read more... )

saw my friendly last night which was nice, though on my walk home i nearly gave my self an anxiety attack because i'm silly like that. said goodbye to my tobias for a week today, which was sort of depressing. had lunch with my parents. went on a short canoe ride with ali. i love my sister, i wish i could see her more. i wish we lived together and ( Read more... )

things have been hectic. lots of time downtown, lots of food, friends, talks, the hospital.
cuba is very soon. new times are very soon. exciting.