I guess I spoke too soon in my last post.

Crashing when you're already down isn't so bad compared to crashing when you're happier than ever.

I ran into my brother yesterday. We were talking about how badly we want him to come over, how he wants to come over, etc. He told me mom and dad told him that all I needed to do was apologize and I would be able to see him. A few things about that. One, it's bullshit. I have to say sorry and suddenly they'll let me see him all the time, no strings ( Read more... )

Next school year, I need to try harder.

Lemme rephrase that.

I need to DO better. Damnit.

Half-day today.

I didn't go.

I skipped and hung out with my boyfriend. We talked all day and it felt like old times.
I don't care what anyone says about our relationship.
I'm so extremely happy with him.
And of course I'm a girl so I get upset over stupid shit sometimes.
And of coures that's the only stuff I tell people.
Because teenagers feed off drama ( Read more... )

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 DEAR LIFE,

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOW.
I LOVE EVERYTHING, I LOVE EVERYONE. LOVE LOVE LOVE.

LOVE IS ALL YOU NEED.

I'm so happy. I don't remember the last time I was this happy. AHHHH.

Summer is the most amazing thing in the world. I love it. I waited for so long, and it has shown me kindness. Thank you. Thank you thank you thank you, God, thank you. ( Read more... )

Dear Life,

I don't know what to do anymore.

I'm lost, I'm trapped, I'm stuck, I'm confused....I'm in pain.

I can't ever be good enough. I can't ever be what you want me to be.

And I don't know what to do anymore.

FUCK YOU.

Dear Life ( Read more... )

Dear Life,

It is the

SUMMER 
Of

'08!!

It doesn't sound nearly as good as the summer of '69...

but hey. we can have just as much fun, right?

KAT.