I was reading through my old journal...I noticed something.....I always tried to show how much I love Jeremy. I have come to the conclusion that there are no words to describe it. I love him, with all of my heart and soul, end of story. He a perfect, and beautiful person. His eyes are mezmorizing, and his voice is enchanting.......

Lately I have ( Read more... )

Waking up at five a.m should be illegal for persons under 18....

-End of Story-

Ha, life is a joke.

I have adopted pessimism, as my new religion.

Women should all be shipped to a dessert Island during there P.M.S week.

Men should be branded when they cheat.

Children should all be sent to a concentration camp.

Life should end before you go in to ( Read more... )

I am invisible to all, but one.

I am a disgrace to all, but one.

That one,

That one person,

He thinks I am beautiful,

he loves me.

he is the only one.

The only one for me.

Well, yesterday was my day off, I went and got my picture taken for the school, and then my baby boy came over. We just hung out all night, he ended up fallling asleep, he is ( Read more... )

well, I spent last night with my baby, and hopefully I will get to see him tomorrow....he is at work now....and I have to leave soon for work.....I slept all day because I needed a rest after everything these last few days. I htink I am gonna go to Horse Trading days on Thursday. I work till 2 and Jeremy is off all day......so yeah. I have no clue ( Read more... )

Hospitals make me sick,

Parents make me scream,

Boyfriend makse me happy.

Work makes me die,

life makes me kill,

Sinning makes me grin.

It's fuckin ironic that I have been working full fuckin' time and I am still a "lazy ass". According to my parents, of course. I have had one day off since June 27th. ONE. I am working two jobs, I never....ever see my parents, when I have anytime to my self I am on the phone or with my boyfriend or I am sleeping...does that make me lazy? In my ( Read more... )

relaxation is hard to find for me, especially with 2 jobs, a brother, a nagging mother, and two yippie dogs always needing my attention. I found time to relax today. After my shift at evergreen (6a.m-2p.m) I called my baby boy, and he came over. We layed in bed until dinner was done, then we went swimming for a while. It was nice to just spend time ( Read more... )

I am sad to say that, in sense, I have given into that awful media image of a woman. My mother and I have decided to go on a diet. I feel like as this school year came to a close I went from a fairly decent looking girl, with nice curves to a blob, I look in the mirror and I don't see the woman I loved before. I always had my days, but I thought I ( Read more... )

Media,

Anerexia...

Bolemia...

Beauty?

A new start, full of great new memories is upon me.