wow can u believe that im back. i completly forgot about this place. well a lot has happened since last year, im not talking to the same people anymore. and well i dont feel like talking much. i'll try to start writing again.

Hi yal, Im soooooo drunk. Its soooo funny cuz i cant stop laughing being drunk feels great I mean I have missed out lol. Dont worry Im not gonna be a alchie but I think I have been to  tough on drinking. Smirdoff is my new bestfriend lol. welll im a cool drunk i guess, I laugh a lot and Im veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hyper. Im gonna go and have 3 more a ( Read more... )

Wow its has been such a long time since I've been on this thing. Well I'm in lunch now and im next to a friend. Yes the rumors are true i did have a boyfriend but it didnt last becuz my shallowness took over me. I really hate te fact that i hurt him but the fact that he's acting like an ass to me now just proves to me that he wasnt worth it. Im ( Read more... )

Soooo much has happened. I start work again this saturday. I have been playing tennis and jogging alot which has been fun. Ummm I have been dating someone but I don't feel anything for him anymore. ::Sigh:: I got with him becuz he really likes me but i got with him becuz i wanted to forget about a cetain someone but it didnt work it just made me ( Read more... )

So i had a big convo with my friend about timmy. He's a dufuss if he doesnt get its him but well he told me what i needed to know. that he personally has given up on relationships and that he only cares about his goals meaning no chance with him becuz well i need affection. No ppl i'm not saying yes to johnny boy like my friend calls him cuz i don' ( Read more... )

Here I am crying like an idiot girl that I am thinking about what I have done wrong or if there is something wrong with me. Do I look like a monster? I'm I hidious? We'll this guy truelly makes me feel it. I feel as much as I try I will never be perfect enogh for him. I mean he isn't the best thing in the world or the hottest but he is to me. I ( Read more... )

Hey guys, nothing really to say only that I quit my job in doral so I can get another job here in kendall dumb I know but my mom made me. Also anyone thats my friend knows how I always luved the whole italian thing but I never really knew y. Well I found out by asking a lot of back ground questions to my mom, I was bored I found out my grandma's ( Read more... )

I just came back from Rapids water park. That was the most fun I've had in a really long time. It was my mom, me, my bro and my cuz naty. My mom and bro went on one scaryish ride while naty and I rode every single ride ( even the baby ones lol) more than twice. We had so much fun but we are all so badly sun burned and someone stole our sunscreen ( Read more... )

WOW.....That is all I really can say at the moment as I try to get my thoughts together. Have you ever felt as if your life was a joke, as if no one really cared how you felt or how they have hurt you? I have, I have been feeling this way since I began middle school in Kendall. The famous ARVIDA. I hated that school but I was lucky because I made ( Read more... )

i have nothing to write so i'll try to keep u posted.