listening to the weakerthans and contemplating writing love letters

fuck

the first mix cd i ever made ( Read more... )

Constantly disappointed by the people I expect to disappoint me the least. fuck my life.

I am going to save some money and get the fuck out of here.

you know what I'm really tired of?

getting shit on by dudes.

yeah, fuck you.

Hello Dear. Im just writing you another one of those little letters that I write because i’m scared if I say it outloud to you I might stumble over my words or something. I just want to say that I love you, (sure you didn’t see that one coming!) and that you mean the world to me. It’s weird how things work out, how we met and everything that came ( Read more... )

Last night I got drunk with Jay on his back porch and then we watched "What Love Is" and despite the corny gender binary bullshit, I really liked it, and it seems as if it were written as a play. Maybe it was? The internet will tell me I'm sure. (apparently it wasn't ( Read more... )

a friend informed me last night that I am not happy. it shook me a little bit. I thought I did a pretty good job of making folks think otherwise. What do i do now? I feel pretty happy, or maybe I don't and I am making myself think that I am ( Read more... )

i had a dream last night that i was dating this really attractive boy. at one point in the dream he got me to help him draw blood from his arm, then he drank it.

I wish people would grow up. learn how to say no. learn how to communicate.

sometimes after i play shows i get super bummed. its like a manic wave of crash and burn. i'm super high during the performance and so happy and grateful for everyone who has come out to support the show. but then at the end im just like fuck my life. this is magnified by my never ending pursuing of partners who leave me feeling like i need ( Read more... )