i think that people think i am cooler than i actually am. I sometimes wish I was as cool as people thought i was.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=klMvbkYT5CU&feature=related
video from a show this month, check it outttttt

some days you think you know exactly what you want, and other days you don't even know if you want to get out of bed, much less wake up

Got back to Richmond around 4 days ago. the first part of the trip down from maine was awful. I almost flipped my car after hitting ice going downhill. then we blew a tire in mass on the side of 495. almost 400 dollars later, we made it to richmond in one piece, minus the money we had saved to pay rent once we got here ( Read more... )

some really important updates (to me anyways) that I've been neglecting to write down ( Read more... )

So after my short visit back to Richmond, I joined up with some friends from new england and built a DIY circus for about a week in providence RI. I went on tour with them for about 4 days and then decided it wasn't for me and that I couldn't really handle the stress of practically living in a bus with 10 other people for almost a month. Among ( Read more... )

jesus christ im back in Richmond and I somehow never realized the amount of drama I was removing myself from by not living in this fucking city ( Read more... )

came back to portland.

going to vermont in a few days.

then coming back to maine.

oh shit.

Sitting alone in monument square the other day, a boy came out of a sandwhich shop who looked just like Joe. For a small split second I thought "oh shit, it's Joey Waffles!" and then i remembered that he is dead. my pulse quickened and tears welled up in my eyes and i just kept mouthing to myself "no no no ( Read more... )

I am writing this from Portland Maine at the moment. I know it's been a long time since I've updated. There are lots of new photos on flickr of my travels, they probably say more than I can right now ( Read more... )

i made it to portland.

it has been really rainy and im trying not to let it bum me out. st johns wort is helping i think.

next week is supposed to be better.

eli and i might drive to the coast on monday or tuesday, those are the only two days he is off all week.

i need to find a traveling partner. this is getting kind of lonely.