weird it's been a year

For most of my life I have done what other people wanted me to do. I’d always ask for an opinion for someone else as that be family or friend. I really did not do much of what I wanted to do, then there was that day I was fed up with the life I was living. This day changed me for the rest of my life I had no idea what I was getting into nor did I ( Read more... )

sooo i was home in september it was really good to see family and friends. Being away from all that for close to year makes you really cherish everything a little bit more. I found myself not doing old habits like going out and not remembering what happened the night before. I really think im moving on in life, the difference I see is that I'm ( Read more... )

I've never been so jaded like this, the days sometimes seem to drag forever. Since I've been out here that beening januaray 12th we have been working 7 days a week from 5 am to 7 or 9 at night every night. Nothing out side the camp has been going off to much till late last month alot more small arm attacks has been accruing and mortar/rocket ( Read more... )

My time is time here is coming to a complete stop. By this time next month I will be in fallujah for you who dont know where that is, it is in a iraq. It really funny because I was not suppose to go the reason I am going is because I want to go. I actually had to fight my command to let me go, but ever since I have found out I was really going I ( Read more... )

um so I am on a bit of a bad luck streak actually a really bad luck streak ( Read more... )

So things are going well, went up to placenta near fullerton to hang out with my friend phil last weekend it was fun got really wasted and almost fought 8 Mexicans that all came up to me at once. This is how it happend we where leaving the bar we were at and these two cars loaded with the mexi's in them where screaming shit and my friend phils ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm in a crisis with myself. I want to be my old self again but I can't because of what I do, I want my old friends back to the ones I know I can trust, people I've been around my whole life etc. I would really give my left nut to be a kid again be careless and really not have to worry about much. If this sounds depressing its not meant ( Read more... )

I could really listen to this song over and over and not get tired of it for some odd reason ( Read more... )

Hello again, its been awhile again go figure ( Read more... )