driving home at night down a street lined with lights, in front of me three different cars turned left into three different driveways at once, all the same speed and arc.it was beautiful.

new years is in it's 'toss-up' stage right now.i'm not sure what's going on.uhh, yeah.

there's something about life right now that isn't agreeing with me.i stare at my clock and the numbers jump under my gaze, like i'm daring it to stop.i don't care if it flies so far forward i forget who i am and whatever i stood for.i just want to understand why i'm here.i want purpose, like i used to have way back whenever.i haven't touched my ( Read more... )

go on and stamp on me.

amanda and i had some serious quality time today.and i work seven hours tomorrow and eight hours tuesday.ach.

hfakdshifahsf i have a lot of things to say and no way to say them.

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whirlwind of a day.amandaattackandiloveher.yesterday [or really really early this morning] we were watching requiem for a dream, but when we got to the part where you first see harry's infected track mark, i got too sad and made us stop watching it.the end of that movie is something i can only really watch by myself.i woke up at 9:51 this morning.i ( Read more... )

forget my name
forget my face

i am ridiculously fed up with this place.someone get me out of here.

PS PETER PAN WAS AN OKAY MOVIE UNTIL THAT MOTHER FUCKING ENDING.

i did this to wake up.

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santa was a giver:
pink bunny slippers
stuff for my car [de icer, compass, i <3 jesus air fresheners]
clothes [three sweaters, a skirt, two shirts]
a new scarf with matching mittens
sixty bucks to barnes and noblethe internet is a wonderful thing.now instead i have: a circle takes the square cd, a hopesfall cd, a q and not u cd, a chuck palahniuk ( Read more... )

most of you have recieved your christmas cards by now.
if you didn't, it's not that i don't like you.
i ran out of cards.

just know, especially to those in response of the love letters sent to me, every word was meant.

our pastor is a drunkard.he drained a cup of christ's blood like a champ.and this is his fifth sermon today.classy.but!!our church welcomes everyone.even those goddamn faggots.so religion gets a check for christmas!i'm in a sour mood.apparently, one inch of snow is too much for me to drive to grosse pointe.except i've been there before, and i've ( Read more... )