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i empathize for every single person in my life.

aren't breaks supposed to be.. you know.. good?
mine isn't, fuckass.

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i don't know what to say anymore.i put twenty four cards in the mailbox and i wish one would burst into flame.but i won't back out.i just keep thinking and thinking and remembering the most painful of things.that one small request, i misconstrue as one out of shame.or maybe i'm not exaggerating it, maybe it really was out of embarassment.a thousand ( Read more... )

lesson in futility, today.kim never brought in the large amount of frames she was going to, so i got to work and left ten minutes later.

finances suck.my mom will let me pay a mere 600$ for my crashes and lower my monthly payment for germany if i get into the national honor society [and stay there], raise my grades, and work less.ugh.i'm still ( Read more... )

we got wireless internet today.my laptop is in my room now, with a lan card.i'm pleased.my dance teacher is awesome because she comes into my work and willingly spends 500 dollars.

uhh, i'm going to dennys with emily tonight.tuffany never called.:i have some finishing to do with cleaning my room and making christmas presents.i have a lot to do, ( Read more... )

today i got a lot of compliments on my photography, which made me feel okay.only okay, because yesterday marked a milestone i am beginning to hate.[i.e. i was in a bad mood.]alex took me out to dennys for a classy dinner.we had the epitome of a sex, drugs, and rock and roll talk with lydia and jeff kline.
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100 pieces of glass later, my hands are peppered in cuts.fuck work.i have to come in on sunday, too.to fit christmas rush orders.we aren't open.so i sit in the back and frame picture after picture.by myself.surrounded by locked doors and a compressor humming in the foreground.oh well.i need hours.maybe kris and i will still go see LOTR that night? ( Read more... )

amanda got on a plane two hours ago.
she will be here at five am.
i am excited.

my voice is on hundreds of answering machines across southeastern michigan.
i made german cookies today.went to work, then dennys.got home half an hour late, so i'm grounded.but dinner with kevinjones, jonhingleberg, and jess.. is worth it.

we keep watching all these videos in ecology and it's making me very wary of our world.