just wanted 2 let yall know im still alive. whoot whoo...its funny how u swear u know someone & u wake up one day & realize that you really dont know them @ all.

Its funny how people talk about u & dont have the balls to say it directly to u. Its amazing that people tend 2 argue w/ ppl they "despise" but in reality its just a sick way of talking to them & we ALL do it. Because no matter how much we like to deny those feelings they're still feelings there & that is so sad. Why cant we all get past this & be

30 things i Despise ( Read more... )

what is an object that defines u? some ppl its their shoes or their glasses?

last night was "super" as joely would put it. we had so much fun. i went 2 sofijas house 1st & she cut lui's hair...i love their family, they're the best. then out 2 dinner & i say hitch, i think it was better the 2nd time though (ha). im suppose 2 be getting ready 4 the cypress' military ball.. i really dont wanna go, im ubber tired & grumpy. my ( Read more... )

im tired for two nights combined ive gotten 5 hours of sleep!!! everything seems 2 be getting back to normal lately, whatever normal is. the rents left this weekend & i had so much freaking fun...i love freedom sometimes. today EVERYBODY was dead @ church, none of us had slept, you can tell all the teens that usher stay out way past our bedtimes on ( Read more... )

i got my pics back from prom (on sat.)~>it was a freaking blast!! i also got some pics back from my 7th grade year...its crazy to look at them all and realize how much we've all grown up. Whose pregnate, lost weight, dropped out. I cant believe how much we're all growing up & changing so quickly. JJ just called he shared w/ me these 2papers he ( Read more... )

decided id update before i "disappear" on u guys 4 a while. im leavin 2 this boot camp for the weekend sponsored by none other than the osceola sherriffs dep. whoppie!=> not!! it sux because im missing my first waterpolo game ever-but i guess there will always be others. today junior kicked me in the mouth and vanya punched me on the other side of ( Read more... )

so im excited i have a NEW love of my life. Water polo. dont really understand ALL the rules of the game but it seems pretty fun. Conditoning is HARD but the ppl are so cool and the coach is strict but reasonable. im excited that i actually found a sport that i think i can keep up with and maintain a healthy lifestyle. plus theres some sexy guys! ( Read more... )

I deleted all my previous entries because they all suxed az! i decided i needed a fresh start. tonight i cant sleep because i was lazy and slept all day-so i stayed up and read sarahs journal. it got me thinking about how much crap you go through for other people and in the end they dont even turn out to be your real friends. kinda like when ( Read more... )