I want out. one more day here, one less day to go. at first, i remember i tried to work for things... or earn them... or ask for them... or look for them... or find them... or buy them... i have nothing here. i'm tired of wanting things to get better. this is it ( Read more... )

"...and I heard a voice say my name say it clear, pure, in a strong simple way like sunlight on a rock in shallow water ( Read more... )

The best explanation i've heard for why people should eat breakfast:
"Eat breakfast: If you sleep through the night and then deprive the body of food in the morning, the body is sensing a potential famine and holds onto stored body fat to keep you alive. Remember, calories from food represent heat. Use the heat to rev your metabolism.... and for ( Read more... )

"Don't ever leave the on you love for the one you like because the one you like will leave you for the one they love."

'tis all.

p.s. HAPPY BIRTHDAY, CHEETOH!! :D

today: school from 10-5. I expect a paycheck at the end of the day, people!

The only pressure i get to be thin comes from my pants. they shrunk once more in the dryer. geeze.

don't mind the underwear hanging by my dresser. it's laundry day. i got my exercise by walking to and from the laundry room... in the cold. :( i found out randomly that this girl i went to school with is having a baby. but why? i remember when we were in the fourth grade and would play with troll dolls. or when we were in the second grade and would ( Read more... )

sometimes people can't mind their own business. and it bothers me. ironic because me noticing them not minding their business means i'm not minding mine. get it? well, maybe later. bike is all screwy. what will i do. have to go to school and such. don't feel up to walking much this quarter. now that i look back, i dont know how i did it last year. ( Read more... )

maybe friday the 13th has rubbed off on saturday the 14th. today: sonia found her windshield a bit shattered, my bike tire is all jacked up, and i broke glass in a frame (that's not mine...) boooo. and there are some people coming over. i don't think i'll take a liking to them. i don't judge (well, sometimes i do), i'm just not friendly to begin ( Read more... )

i'm a big fan of making due with whatcha got, but sometimes, i can't help but feel dissatisfied/lacking.and i know it's my fault. so then comes the guilt. what have i done wrong? and when i answer that question, more guilt because i feel i'm too lazy/scared to change. nothing's gauranteed and it's easier to believe that when you feel you have ( Read more... )