i think ive lost a lot of respect for some people.

eh, oh well, carry on.

happy birthday, lorz. ive known you for like, almost two years, right?
well, in any case, LOVE YOUZ. xoxoxo.

i feel as if all the drama surrounds me when he is around. i find things that i would rather be oblivious about, but im so pushy that i have to know exactly whats going on. i hurt myself. emotionally, of course. its just so hard. i cant trust him. ever since hollie...im so paranoid. i shouldnt have to be with a relationship. but hes who i know. the ( Read more... )

im tired of being first in line to be last.

im tired of being protected from crap that i should know...

im tired of being second rated. second best.

i just want to love and be loved.

all i can say is... i loved katie... i was happy with her, she made me happy (not that you dont, i know youre going to take half of this the wrong way, please dont, and dont try to twist these words agaisnt me) but all i have of her are fond memories. i feel she completed me and to lose her so suddenly just really hit me hard, especially without so ( Read more... )

Um, Hi. It is 84 degrees here in Seattle. Im basically dying. Basically. Seattle usually doesnt have this high of heat, but whatev. Ill get through it I hope, haha ( Read more... )

Today was the start of Spring Quarter ( Read more... )

things are going semi-okay ( Read more... )

and its actually quite scary because im sitting here alone ( Read more... )

lately, ive been putting on a show for people ( Read more... )

i had a blast today. with kevin ( Read more... )