I have not wrote in a while...went to the hospital a few weeks ago b/c I was sick...ended up just being my throat...have a cold now and it sucks...hanging out with Stevie Jo and Alicia a lot...I really like it...they call me all the time and make me feel like they really want me to hang out with them ( Read more... )

So the I miss you comment really got to me...don't know if it was to make me feel bad or what...made me wanna cry more than anything ( Read more... )

So yeah, ummm...Eric and I broke up last night, and this is the hardest thing I've had to deal with in a long time. I don't even really know how to explain what happened...I'm stupid and we don't think that we'll be able to figure things out and be back to how we felt before this in the month I have left here. Then I'm back at home and things ( Read more... )

Why do I freak out so much? Why do I worry about shit that I really don't have to worry about? I don't know ( Read more... )

So I feel like complete shit. I didn't even drink that much last night, but I don't remember the last part of the night, just that I was crying and puking and I have the best boyfriend in the world ( Read more... )

I really don't think I have a lot to say, but people keep getting on me about updating my journal ( Read more... )

I went home this weekend and it was awesome...only problem was that I missed Eric big time.

I spent a lot of money shopping for clothes for our cruise over spring break and I had fun with my mommy.

Saw Steven and Amanda....miss them so much.

Wish Steph was there.

That's it...
Want to see Eric SO bad...hopefully tomorrow.

So Eric just left me a little bit ago...he came out here last night after he got off work. When we were laying in bed last night he asked me how I felt about him, and he already knows how I feel about him, but I think he just wanted me to reassure him, because then he decided to ask me if I wanted to make things official between us. I haven't had ( Read more... )

So Eric is amazing...I didn't think I would ever find a guy that's like that. We spent the last two nights together and I don't think anyone has ever made me feel that special. I gotta get ready to work the last basketball game though and I am talking to him online...YEA!

So, I've felt sort of depressed a lot lately. I don't really know why, just that I don't really like it too much. Sure, I have my really high times, like last night just playing around and having fun with Jessy and all that blog crap I put on here, but otherwise I feel like shit. I get really moody sometimes and snap. I think sometimes people ( Read more... )