Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up this whole armor, for years, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. ( Read more... )

there are many lessons in life that only time can teach you, like how much you love someone, its nearly impossible to know that, until you spend your days without them, and then there are those lessons that you can learn only through the beating of your heart, and through feeling such strong emotions that you can barely breathe, then finally, the ( Read more... )

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ok so about last night ... if you talked to me at all you know i freaked out a lil ... more like alot ... ya see everytime i start to really really like a guy ... something goes terribly wrong ... always never fails ... i think i've been in one relationship were the guy did NOT cheat on me ... and michael if you know that story well he has scarred ( Read more... )

ok so i went to a movie last night ... charlie and the chocolate factory ... it was so good i loved i the ompa loompas where hilarious ... and it wasnt bad that robert was there and we made out quite a bit during the movie and i left with rather large hickie on my clavical and he has a few scratch marks on his back ... he started it i told him not ( Read more... )

ive been so busy with myspace i dont ever write in here anymore ... i guess its time for an update ... well i have found a new guy well ... i didnt JUST find him ive always ( since i started working there) thought he was cute and funny but we started talking a week ago and now we talk more and hang out and kiss and stuff ... and i really like him ( Read more... )

im so happy so frickin frickin happy!!! woohoo ... awesome thats all i can say...

Poets often describe love as an emotion that we can't control, one that overwhelms logic and common sense. That's what it was like for me. I didn't plan on falling in love with you, and I doubt if you planned on falling in love with me. But once we met, it was clear that neither of us could control what was happening to us. We fell in love, despite ( Read more... )

dont really know what i feel at the time being ... confused as hell and wondering what to do next ... ok so i dont know why i feel so wierd ... i feel as if me and patrick dated forever and just ended in a horrible break up but in reality we only hung out a hand full of times and were never really dating ... but when i realized im the one who has ( Read more... )

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