fun times at work. i'm helping my mom out with the bills this month and i've earned over $638 (that's what i've taken home cause i usually use my tips to buy drinks. so yeah i'm at Derry's with Miso, Kayden, Jamie and Jeff. it's been fun. i cn't really type right now because i'm stoned out of my mind. love yah bitch! i'll type later

one day i won't need to be loved. i won't need to hold on ( Read more... )

i want to be hurt ( Read more... )

yeah so daniel ended up being a drug dealer, and i dated him... Turns out he only went to the bar with me that one night to sell coke, not spend time with me. i sure know how to pick these days. whatever. i'm late for work.

Daniel's moving to either New Jersey with his mom or to LA with his brother in three weeks. not much else to talk about, I miss being called Justin.

your endless tears could fill an ocean, but they can never fill the void.

yeah, i'm tired, hurt, ashamed, and broken... i guess it just wasn't in the cards for me.

So it was funny. Kayden, Bobbie, and I all came into work yesterday stoned out of our minds... we had a bonding sisterhood moment. lol. Ew. Kayden threw up chocolate cake last night because he was afraid of gaining weight. whore. well if tonight works out at work then i should be able to fix my window on saturday before Tori's party. I think ( Read more... )

Stupidest patron ever ( Read more... )

car got broken into. they took my stereo.
i fucked up my ankle doing ballet.
at least i'm three weeks clean.
i should celebrate. FUCK YEAH!

Out of all the people to ever hate me, I never thought I would be one of them. It got way out of hand. I'm checking into rehab this week. I've lost a lot of friends for many different reasons... I can't believe this was one of them.

I'm sorry I put you through Hell Cara... and those of you who still care about me.