went to lunch with Hilly today. it was nice. I'm at her apartment right now. it's really nice. i've decided what i'm going to do now. i'm happy with my decision. we're making a pizza right now and are about t o Watch heroes! I'm going to live my life.

don't fuck with me right now, i have too much bullshit to deal with.
it's ok...if I were you, i'd hate me too.

i did really REALLY good at work last night... then i spent all but $40 of it. how do you burn through $160 in one night??? damn drugs. anyway, it was slow at work and Bobbie and I went to after hours and stayed until fucking 5am. so we didn't get home until 6 and then i drove here and that's that. we were smart last night. we were talking about ( Read more... )

You have a fast car, is it fast enough so we can fly away?
you have to make a decision. Leave tonight or live and die this way...I remembered my dream (for once) last night. Probably because i wasn't fucked up when i went to bed. anyway, it was really nice at first- then i started crying. weird as fuck is all i have to say. as gay as this sounds i ( Read more... )

HA. So i've been partying with Bobbie for the past week. Bump after bump. Guda. Sevin is hiring, we might try to work there. it'd be better than where we're at now. it's all downhill from here. maybe it'll get better, but just like everyone else is saying- i really doubt it. so he fooled around with james, then fucked me. what a fucking small world ( Read more... )

I've decided. that's what i'm doing after this semester. i'm going to go back to school but i want to get the fuck out of here before i have to be thrown into the bullshit of "get a degree and get a job and make money and be miserable" so i'm go to LA. Fuck Michigan ( Read more... )

i dont feel good. i just all around feel like shit now. I'm taking a year or two off of college to just get things together. there's too much shit right now for me to deal with and all this BFA crap isn't helping any. i'm starting to think it really doesn't fucking matter. on the brighter side- you don't mean anything to me now.

we forgot about ( Read more... )

i almost had an amazing... drunkin party, making out with 50 girlsm getting pulled over for drunk walking... then i got emo. i'm going to sleep now. night.

MegMal's here now!!!!! OH SHIT SON! let's get this party started bitches!!!!! straight boys be afraid...justin's going to a frat party LOL!

it's three AM and I'm at State. Cara is sick so we left the party early. i was kinda pissed becasue they had a pole there and I REALLY wanted to dance! ok well i'm goin gto get high now so later. don't do anything i would do ;-)