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Ah, me. I am le tired. Not in the, "I need a nap" kind of way, but more in the "I need a vacation" kind of way. It is not to say that I am burnt out or anything like that, just that I've been drudging along, gathering the change from the floor boards of my car to buy smokes, just barely getting up in time for basically every class, hating school ( Read more... )

Things I Didn't Know I Loved ( Read more... )

Someone needs to revoke my decision-making priveleges. I keep making these choices that are in no one's best interest whatsoever. Except maybe my personal demons. Yeah, they're loving the shit out of these few days ( Read more... )

I should have gone to bed an hour ago. But, no, I'm talking to people online, listening to the Rocky Horror Picture Show soundtrack, and so not doing my homework. Lame ass lame ( Read more... )

I am well aware of the fact that it is five in the morning. I am also well aware of the fact that I have to get up at nine thirty. But I have a random thought/question that seems to be somehow plaguing me, poking me in the ribs to be thought through, and writing it down seems to be the only way to do that. So, here it goes ( Read more... )

I've been avoiding an intense conversation with myself for quite some time now. I think it is time to take it like a man and just open my eyes to the fact that I'm not better ( Read more... )

I hate critiques. It's child abuse. Don't tell me you hate my work. As writers, we pour our hearts like thick, black coffee onto the page. It's a disgusting enterprise, in its own right, but the process is nonetheless beautiful in its simplicity, its clean and ancient completeness. The finished product -- save for the objective realms of ( Read more... )

During last years election, I was laughed at quite a few times for siting gay rights as a reason to vote for Kerry, and now all my worst fears are being realized. I understand that it takes a 2/3 majority to ammend the constitution, but the Bush administration has four years to pass the ammendment "protecting the sanctity of marriage" and I'm ( Read more... )

Oh my God! I can't believe how long its been since I had internet in my house. I haven't been online on my own damn computer in my own damn room since like 1936. Seriously. Fucking ridiculous. But fucking awesome that it is back on! Weeeeee ( Read more... )