My mother thinks we are heading into an Apocalypse fueled ice age. "God said he'd never again destroy the world with water, but he never said he wouldn't destroy it with ice." Very funny, Mom ( Read more... )

Ice storms blow. I've been forced out of Muncie and into Carmel due to the lack of electricity and therefore lack of heat. I think if my TV and computer were working I could have probably coped with the cold, but alas, being cold with nothing to do is not my idea of a good time. Its looking as though there won't be power until maybe Monday. I ( Read more... )

Any little bit of creative juice that I had left after this semester has been completely drained. I promised my mom I'd put together a book of my poetry for her but everything I've ever written sucks. I can't even look at it, it makes me want to throw up even just thinking about it. Why do I even bother? Nothing I've ever put on paper is worth ( Read more... )

I just got out of the shower, I have water in my ears, hideously dry skin, its 2:30, and I'm supposed to be in Fishers at 4. But, I'm writing in my livejournal. Wow, talk about time managment in action. I have to leave in about 20 minutes if I want to me in Fishers on time. This is not going to happen. Why am I stalling so much you ask? Well ( Read more... )

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And there’s reason to believe, maybe this year will be better than the last ( Read more... )

I know this sounds as a shock coming from Queen Misery here, but I don't think I've ever been this un-fucking-happy. I am so angry at everything and everyone right now, including myself. I have lost every friend I ever had, my family hates me, I suck at school, and now I can't even write. I can't write when I'm happy, I can't write when I'm sad ( Read more... )

Two tests, a portfolio, and five papers in the next three days. Holy God. I know its my own fault for procrastinating, but still! All of the papers are under 4 pages, so its not a big deal I guess, but when you think about it, what if you had one 15-20 page paper due in three days. You'd be freaking out. That's what this feels like. I hate ( Read more... )

I've stayed up all night studying for my fatty psych test. I'm nervous to say the very least, but I think its really more that I'm worried about the events of the next few days and its all being dumped in my mind to this one test. A few hours from now, I'll be obsessively worried about the next big finals week project. Which is of course, a ( Read more... )

Yay for my psych professor scheduling my make up test on the most perfect day ever. Far enough away that I have time to study without cramming and close enough that I can get it over with in time to start studying for the final and other such things. Weeeee ( Read more... )