is it bad if i'm so cold i can no longer feel my fingers or nose? and i'm going "out" tonight. right.

allright-y. i am definitely feeling better this week. it took me a while to recover, but i am back! tonight jess, sarah and i are going to head over to good ol' hamilton hauntings. it's the only time i feel brave. sarah and jess are the biggest wimps in the world. i went a few years ago with sarah and she spent the whole night attached to my ( Read more... )

last weds. i went to the doctor, which i normally dread on a really good day, but this was beyond awful. as most people know i've been working my ass off (literally) for the past year and have lost over 31 inches, gone down 3 sizes and feel great. although i am slightly depressed at times, it's nothing compared to over a year ago where i dreaded ( Read more... )

it's 7.30 in the morning and i can't get my brain to function. my eyes feel like little puffy slits and i feel all emotional, as if i could break out laughing or crying at any minute, depending on what someone says. maybe it's lack of sleep. i don't know. i hate feeling like this. grumpy. tired. sad. hysterical. caged. trapped ( Read more... )

boy am i tired. i hate getting up before the sun. :) it's almost time to go home and take a nap. i definitely will need one if i expect to be half alive when i hang out with jacqui tonight. i'm kind of psyched because jac and i are starting a little writer's group. i know tracy wants to come be a part of it. i know it's only 3 people, but ( Read more... )

just try giving a free night in AC away! go ahead - i dare you! well, i did try. but no one can make it. so i'm going with mom. sigh. ok, so i love my mom, but spending the whole day and night with her. alone. with not even dad as a buffer. that's just....well. it's something. let's just say that who knows what will happen. she hates ( Read more... )

god i'm tired. but i feel like i start every journal saying that so, i digress....let's move on ( Read more... )

my creativity well is dry. for a while there i was writing every day. and now....nothing. do you ever get the feeling that you need to sit down and just do what you love? for me it would be writing, but fill in the blank. i keep thinking, wow i'd love to sit at my desk and pound out a chapter. i crave everything about it....the air ( Read more... )

ok, why didn't everyone tell me they weren't coming to the gym today. i could have slept in! seriously, i haven't seen anyone in like 20 minutes....weird!!

ok, i have nothing against procrastination, being a first-class procrastinator myself. but, i do have something against people that say they will do one thing, and then do completely the opposite thing. like what? you ask ( Read more... )