ben folds is playing the electric factory on my birthday. how nice of him.

a good friend, grandmother figure to me, and fellow coworker passed away yesterday. she has been FIGHTING cancer for over a year, but it finally took its toll. i can't explain how wonderful a person she was. she was kind, thoughtful, comforting, amazing. if you didn't know she had cancer you never would have guessed it. she had such an upbeat ( Read more... )

so. i think i'm going to make this journal FRIENDS ONLY from now on. i looked back at entries over the past month and over half are friends only anyway. soo....comment if you want me to add you, and if i think you don't know who i am (or know all my business anyway) then i'll add you.

one game of marble match 2.0 on myspace and then a power nap before school. just ONE game!

i give up, ok! i really do. i am not going to meet someone. i am going to be single for the rest of my life. i get it, don't rub it in. i'm so sick of other people getting married, getting engaged, getting pregnant. I DON'T CARE ANYMORE. am i bitter? maybe. do i care? definitely not. i've given up and i accept it. i almost enjoy being ( Read more... )

here is a surveythingy that most people did months ago. i don't generally post these, but this one is sorta interesting.

Post a (real) memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember of you.

so i got the pictures back. it's hard for me to say how they turned out. i'm super-over critical X a million. there's a couple of pictures that i LOVE. there's a couple that i don't. what really bothers me is that one of the rolls taken at the church is pretty much worthless. it wasn't a roll i took, so i don't know exactly what happened. ( Read more... )

why, do people bug you when you're in an obviously bad mood? i've been in a funk for the past couple of days, and i just want to be LEFT ALONE. i say this and i'm continued to be bugged. LEAVE ME AONE. or if you insist on bugging me, then don't call me a bitch when i tell you to fuck off. you've been warned, it's your own problem now ( Read more... )

i haven't seen the pictures yet, but what i can tell everything went well. the bridal party were fun people, the groom and bride were sweet. the groom tipped both nikki and i.

i will write more later, but i am exhausted.

please, someone chop my feet off, they are killing me!

i have to go shoot that wedding today. i am sooo nervous ( Read more... )