Ok, so I havent written in here for awhile...but maybe I'm glad I didnt usually Ill get in trouble for what I say :-/ ehh oh well...anyway.. the 2nd marking period just ended which sucks cause now Im starting gym with my good ole pal Mrs. Bobb she loves me really she does..yeah right. First day of track practice is March 7th :-O yeah I gotta lift ( Read more... )

Have you ever heard of that girl? You know the one who thought she had it all. but lost it as quick as it came to her? It started the summer before her junior year. she got her license a really nice car and had some of the best friends she could ask for. But even though partying' and hanging' out were fulfilling her happiness something was missing ( Read more... )

Havent written in here in some time. Well things have gradually gotten better, with friends no, but with myself I guess you could say so. Have you ever just had a period of time where you just cant seem to live up to your own standards? Everyone seems to set certain limits for themselves, holding back who you really are, hurting yourself in the ( Read more... )

Yeah things are still shitty as ever..I havent been to school in 2 weeks. The school thought I moved because they claimed no one called in to get my homework. My mom and dad tried a million times to get my homework but apparently no one ever did anything about it and brushed it off as if I were coming back the next day. And the whole entire time I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Lex! Wow 17 years of being a great girl! Its gotta be tough Im sure! :P This entire entry is going to be deadicated to you. Now I know things havent been the best between us lately but you know youll always be my Tessis*Arie. We'll always have our good times and the bad times will be in the past. No matter what happens youll always ( Read more... )

I cant begin to tell any of you how hard the last week of my life has been. Ive lost my best friends, Ive confronted a distant friend with a huge issue, and I lost my car. I wouldnt blame anyone but myself for these things. Except for losing my car was an act of god or so the insurance says. Where do I go from here? Ive reached a point where I need ( Read more... )

To everyone and anyone who blame my friends for my mistakes: If you read my past entires the entire thing does not blame them. It is not their fault. It is mine. I was a bad friend. They were great friends they are great friends. I was the one that messed up. Quit giving them shit for my mistakes. I fucked up me, not them ME. They dont deserve ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel like sleeping forever? When you think about it you dont feel anything when your sleeping. Other than when people mess with you or your dog licks your face or toes or something. But even then it wakes you up. When you are really asleep, no one touches you, youre sleeping like normal you dont think, you dont feel. And its just the ( Read more... )

So I fucked up majorly. I think I gave people the impression that I was talking about them. To be completely honest Ill pour my heart out right now. Yes I have, I do, and I will talk about people sometimes in a bad way sometimes in a good way. Its human nature. Ive made sure I watch my tongue when I need to and Ive made sure that I tell people the ( Read more... )

Ok, so I had a bad night last night. Actually this has just been a bad weekend. So many things are fucked up its driving me crazy. I didnt go to school today or friday at that. I have strep and its absolutly killing me. I mean I felt sick on my little trip to IUP with britty b but I didnt think it was this bad my cheeks are swollen out to ( Read more... )