Almost 10 years ago my Mom-mom passed away from terminal cancer. It was messy and painful and heartbreaking. I was 15 and it was my first experience with death and I didn't know how to deal with a loss like that. My mother was so devastated that day that she handed me all my grandmothers medications and told me to flush them down the toilet ( Read more... )

Casey has turned me on to this website postsecret.com where people send postcards in to the guy that runs the site and then he scans them in and posts them every Sunday. I've gotten addicted to this site! Some of the secrets are stupid, but some of them are quite powerful. It's nice to know that there are people out there like me... with some of ( Read more... )

Wow my journal has become really depressing. I don't even write about the fun-stupid shit anymore. Recently, though, I feel like this huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders. Still unsure about what's coming next in my life, but I'm excited for whatever it is ( Read more... )

As much as some women annoy me and make me feel sad for all those before us who worked so hard for equality... I love a good girls night. Last night I spent some good quality time with my two closest friends. One who has been my best friend for many many years and one who just has recently come into my circle of friends, but who is already close ( Read more... )

With the upcoming presidential election my sense of impending doom continues to increase. I'm not the most politically savy person, but I know when I'm getting fucked and the American people have been sodomized for far too long by it's own government. I feel like I sound like Cliff, but he's right in many ways. Where once we had a surplus we now ( Read more... )

I'm over your hands...
I'm over your mouth...
Moving on it's my time,
you never were a friend of mineI worked so many hours this week and for some reason even though I was exhausted I was in such a good mood and now I'm all depressed. Who knows why... I don't ever see any of my friends any more and when I do they are all lame. Not one of them ( Read more... )

I feel like I'm at this crossroads in my life. I completed school, I got a good job, and now where am I? It's not the worst job I've ever had, but I hate it. I'm so bored and I hate how people are always posturing and pushing to claw their way into a position of power. I thought this was what I wanted, but it doesn't make me happy at all. So ( Read more... )

I can't believe 2007 has come and gone already. The holidays were great! I really needed that time off from work to just relax and get a few things done I've been meaning to do. I have a feeling that 2008 is going to be a turning point in my life. I don't know in what way yet, but I felt like I was in this transitional period from college to ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas everyone. It is past midnight so I think I'm free to say that now. I'm over at my parents house about to go to bed and it's nice to be in such a familiar room again. Today we (Mom, Dad, Rachel, Eric, Chris, and I) went down to Mansfield to meet with my grandfather and Jean for Christmas eve dinner. It was actually a fun time. ( Read more... )

So yeah... I got back with Chris a couple months ago, somewhere around September. I just can't stay away from that boy ( Read more... )