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Another anxiety ridden day...
My bad mood began when James called to see if I would let him take Patrick down to Hull to see Jay and Michelle. Then it got even worse as the day went on. Does this asshole really think he is going to pay no child support, fuck me nine ways from Sunday and then think that he is just going to take my precious baby boy to that home wrecking cunt's ( Read more... ) -
Poor Patrick
My poor baby is so sick today. He has the croup and his uncle blew him off today too. His uncle is the only reliable member of his Dad's family, so it hurt me as well. We depend on James. His daughter is Patrick's most favorite person. James was supposed to pick her up and then call us back to get together. However, he called us at 330pm with big ( Read more... ) -
Deadbeat Baby Daddys
I spent $100 on my children today at Walmart. I came to the conclusion that their fathers need to start helping me. I am going to stay on Jay about him getting a job and supporting his son as that is what Patrick deserves. Thats an ongoing dead end run, but I will stay on him nonetheless. I will never let him off the hook ( Read more... ) -
Good Morning Sunshine....
I woke up this morning with no Prozac. This is not good. Especially with the kind of suicidal thinking I have been having lately. I am meeting with my new therapist Carla at 1130 am today, hopefully she will be able to give me some insight as to what I should do until I can get an appointment with a shrink. I have had absolutely no luck with that ( Read more... ) -
Day late no dollars involved, thank you very much...
So I just happened to wake up to go the bathroom at 4am and noticed my phone was vibrating when I got back into bed. Oh my little friend wanted to come over. I am totally his last call. Pathetic. Pathetic that I would have let him come up in a second if my Dad wasnt home. He is good in bed though, so I guess I have grown in the sense that I would ( Read more... ) -
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The guy that I have been hooking up with, we will refer to him as Sawyer, blew me off tonight. What else is new? His identity must remain top secret because there are several very good reasons why we shouldnt be sleeping together.
I tell Sawyer all the time that he is my best friend. I don't tell him that sometimes I feel like his my soul mate, and ( Read more... )
