its been foreeeeeever ( Read more... )

boys.
i hate them.

they take what they want from you. usually physcial.
then they break your heart.

hey ( Read more... )

so since i last wrote. i have been through quite a lot.
i denounced life, not literally, but i was yelling at god for making me so sad sometimes and letting me be here still.
he halfway answered my prayers.
I ALMOST GOT HIT BY A MOTHERFUCKING TRAIN.
literally. i missed by three seconds. i am the luckiest motherfucker in the world.

i have since had a ( Read more... )

first of all.
love knows no age and you cant help who you love.

end of that.

my window of opporitunity to apply to other colleges is closing. tisch deadline has come and passed and i still dont have the recommendations i need and the transcrpit assholes haven gotten that together.
if i dont go next year, theres no point at all in transferring.whats the ( Read more... )

maybe no one will read this. its super personal and i didnt realize it until i finished that i was proud of it. not sure why. i know that some like megan will read all of this.
and it is for people like you megan that i am appreciative because you take the time to get to know me through something  as (maybe) arbitrary as a livejournal entry.
which ( Read more... )

 i guess i do not know myself very well at all. i get the things i miss and want the most and im still upset. i still find ways to not be totally elated ( Read more... )

so i want to do this program where you pick one of twelve countries to go and do good. kind of like a short term peace corp. im thinking africa, and im really effing serious.

im already making plans on how to save money for it, im doing it.

im scared shitless but really fucking excited.

oh and im trying to swear less and say like less.

oops. 
ive had a ( Read more... )

HEY if you know the song in my subject, i love you.

ok so i fucking deleted my entry. here i am to do it again.

so last night i spent the night at lils and she is now currently at work. and its funny cause im still here. we are going shopping when she comes home. and so i didnt want to drive to rutland and then back to wallingford just to go back to ( Read more... )

i found all the quotes from my anthro class from last year. they're so funny. here they are for you.

Mr Peterson Quotes-

-"my buddy tonto...."

-"i came up with a new item! XOPA ON A ROPE-A!"

-"what if god was one of those to take the short bus to school?"

-(to richie) "We'll meet later on in life and toke up a lincoln log"

-(concerning the painting of ( Read more... )