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Yesterday's cheat day wasn't much of one. I had breakfast and that was about it til like 4, when I had a lattee, a piece of candy, and a little banana pudding. So really... it wasn't too bad at all. I never plan these things out well at all ( Read more... )

So..

Fuck my birthday.

So I've been up since five. Up until about half an hour I was still drunk as fuck from the night before. The night before being last night. Last night being the open mike comedy show Molly dragged us all to last night and I, for one, ended up having a hell of a time ( Read more... )

I have found myself in the most predictable predicament I've been in in quite a long time. I'm proving so many people right, and the people who had faith in me wrong. The choices people make, and the things that happen to us when we're young are supposed to define us. I don't like how I'm defining myself, but it seems to be in a nature I didn't ( Read more... )

I want to throw up. I want to throw up everything. The chicken, the salad, the fish, the kashi, my heart, my lungs, my intestines, my kidneys, and then my entire ribcage. I want to vomit everything that makes me human, and makes me a woman, and makes me weak.

Except my liver. I'll be needing that.

Last night was girls night. It was really great to have all the girls together again. And drinking is so much better in a pool. Thanks Kari, you're awesome!

I'm not going to say I believe the world is coming to end, because that just would not be true.

I will, however, go as far as to say that the world has not changed a single lick. It's not the world that has recently gone crazy, it's the fact that after 21 years of coming into adulthood, it is finally, finally effecting me ( Read more... )

Clay Aiken finally looks like Barry Manilow.

What a guy.

Spring is coming to an end. Our "season" is taking its final breaths before it dies, and we're all struggling for money again. At least, that's how it is for this side of the world. The idea that this is only going to get worse keeps looming over me, and there isn't much to do about it except save and struggle. Season will be back, but not the ( Read more... )