Coming home I was doing 35 because I though it was a 30 mile an hour zone and I was wrong. I guess I should have done the speed i though and it wouldn't be so bad [not that it matters]. Apparently it's a 25 mile and hour zone. Needless to say I got pulled over. I was calm and honest with the guy. He asked if I knew why he was puling me over and I ( Read more... )

Tonight is prom ( Read more... )

Woahs. I went to the Coffee house tonight to see Nikki play and I saw like sooo many people that I havn't seen since.. well since High school pretty much. Half the people would walk by me, then stop turn around and be like "Phoebe!?" Sam stopped in his tracks as I was outside talking on the phone to my hunni. I saw him in the window but i didn't ( Read more... )

I can't believe I have found this conversation ( Read more... )

Not much of an update here. I have like no clothes that fit though because i'm getting FAT. (tee hee) I think I know why too. I did good though! It wasn't my fault. I havn't changed my eating happits and before I would stay the same consistant weight. Well ok actually i have changed them, but for the better.. I get salad or fruit at work rather ( Read more... )

Well his grandfathers funeral was the Thursday after he had passed away. It was nice. Mostly close family. and we all went over to his grandmothers after the prayer in the cemetary. She needed that. We have been going overe every friday night and spending a few hours with her. She likes it. and it makes Jamie happy to do this for her. I called out ( Read more... )

Last night [Sunday night] I went over to Jamies as always and found out his Grandfather who was in the hospital was not doing very good at all. They gave him the option of a morphine drip which will make him tired and put him to sleep but also make him never wake up... or they can try other stuff and he can suffer for a few more days. Jamies ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do or say anymore to anyone. Like seriously is there a big deep dark damp hole I can crawl into for a few thousand years them come back out and start over? Seriously.. I might just get out of Maine for a while. Maybe I'll transfer schools yet again and go somewhere far away. Maybe I won't maybe I'll just take more time off and ( Read more... )

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There has been so much going on the past few weeks and almost none of it good. I been fighting with Jamie but not really fighting just not getting along so hot, I been pushing everyone away and isolating myself from the world. I been learning a lot from my dad and how awful he can be and it never seems to end of awful things he keeps finding to do ( Read more... )