tomorrow is my last day of culinary school.
on monday i start my externship at mr. a's.
on may 8, i graduate.

im a free bitch.

sometimes life likes to remind you how alone you really are.

i miss him so much :(

it was a long ride on the southbound train. i thought about everything, i thought about you and me. i guess it just wasnt meant to be. i lost the boy that i thought would marry me ( Read more... )

im caught in a bad romance.
i hate this.
he is so amazing and he doesnt know it.
he tells me im beautiful and
he wants to be with me.
bad bad romance.
i wish it were easier.

i wish i had money to do my externship in europe.

culinary school is the best thing that has ever happened to me. i crave the kitchen. i go to sleep writing recipes in my head. everyone is my class is rad, all my chefs are fucking amazing. i cant believe im this lucky, that this is school, that this is what i get to do for the rest of my life. the quality of food we get to cook with and the fine ( Read more... )

this has been an epic summer ( Read more... )

summer is going great.
im starting culinary school on september 4th.
my new boy is still around.
dont really know what else to say,
im having a good time.

as im writing this, my brother is downstairs telling my parents about what i failure i am. sweeet. bring on the mixed drinks and shotguns. happy birthday dad.