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Might be drunk but fuck it. I am having a fun night, alone. I cannot wait to be alive again, I hope that will come soon, I am having more fun alone than I have in a while. I hope to write a book soon and I hope that book is successful, which honestly I think it will be. I don't doubt my capabilities and I don't doubt my imagination. I have always ( Read more... ) -
Annoying day
I want to write about my day but since I cannot make this private from my android phone, I will have to go find my journal downstairs and write about my miserable life. I fucking hate mornings and most people.. ugh eff this, I am taking a nap. -
The World
Right now I keep reading the news about what's going on in the world and it seems like everything is unraveling before our eyes. I am scared of what the future of our world will bring, I am worried about the things we are doing to ourselves and to our planet. I'm worried about a New World Order not because I think we shouldn't live in a peaceful ( Read more... ) -
Thinking about moving to Orlando and Need Help!!
So we are thinking next year we might move to Orlando, but I am not exactly sure where a good place to live in Orlando is or in Florida in general. I've been looking at houses trying to see if any of them tell anything about the neighborhoods. Oh and I am unsure of the schools over there in the terms of Law School or Graduate Schools.. if anyone ( Read more... ) -
It's been a while.
Just noticed that I'm starting to get a little depressed or maybe it's just an emotional day, for no reason at all. I woke up crying because I was thinking too much, things are getting me down easily and once again I feel like crying, fucking hormones. Blah. I'm trying to think of positive stuff but something always makes me sad. One thing that ( Read more... ) -
Hadn't had much time..
It seems now that I have all the time in the world.. and guess what! I'M BORED!! Alex is sleeping still, which is horrible. I thought I slept a lot! He went to bed at 2am and still hasn't woken up. Whatever. I think I might take a quick shower and go out for a bit. I wanted to get some shit done today but, it doesn't look like those things will be ( Read more... ) -
At the moment
I am talking to my boyfriends gamer buddy and listening to his crew on vent. I swear they have said the word "penis" more than a gay guy totally blitzed on Saturday haha... crazy ass guys. Gotta love em! Well I move tomorrow and uhm this summer I might be going to Europe.. we'll see. I will be going to Pennsylvania for a lan with Alex and i'm sure ( Read more... ) -
Believe it or not, I still write in this thing!
So not really much going on except school, work and moving. I plan on leaving the week of May 12th, moving to Ohio to be close to my future hubby. He told me last night that he knows exactly how he is going to propose to me now :) Makes me very excited for the time ahead of us. I did already get to see the ring though, since I helped pick it out. I ( Read more... ) -
The letter I mentioned before (This is for Aaron and Alex)
There is a time in a persons life when they find themselves. When others guide them to a point and when all the influences in their journey end up giving that person all the emotions of the world. Letting that person come to a realizaton that it's not all about them. It's about giving all you have and all you are for someone else no matter what or ( Read more... ) -
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The other day I wrote this long letter in the middle of the night, not because I couldn't sleep but, because I felt tremendous love. I had this overwhelming and happy feeling about where my life is going. I am so happy and so in love with my best friend, I am in love with the fact that I have someone who is there for me through everything and no ( Read more... )