how come every day seems to get harder & harder? oh well, i seem to be coping & dealing with it pretty well :) i think i deserve brownie points for that. but i just realised you people reading this have no idea what i'm talking about. i'll save that for a friends only post i think :P swansea tomorrow, weed & bitchez! you know how i roll ( Read more... )

me & stevie are making a dirty little secret video with other people because the video excites us so much. we have to do three lies & three secrets, so people don't really know which are ours! can you guess which ones are mine ( Read more... )

it's felt like such a long weekend & it's been just like a rollercoaster ( Read more... )

i'm getting so fucking upset lately. i've cryed more than three times this week already. i have absolutely no friends really. unless you consider friends people that are just concerned about them selves & only making them selves happy then yeah. i have friends. ha! i have absolutely no body to talk to i can't even moan to joe any more because she's ( Read more... )

i don't know what's come over me this morning. i'm just feeling a little resentful & i don't know why. i'm having all these bad negative thoughts, maybe it's my nerves about my gcse exam this afternoon catching up with me. i don't know! the weathers really nice too but i have no use of it today. i really wanted to get my super soaker out aswell :( ( Read more... )

i love love love the new all american rejects video. dirty little secret! it's amazing. kind of, yeahh it is :) it just makes me want to make my own dirty little secret video! that's all i have to say really ( Read more... )

hurting someone you love more than most things can really take it's toll.

well, at least i'm not a liar! or lying to anybody right now. i think things will get sorted, just need a week or two i think.

just have to wait & see.

i am so sorry though!!

got up at 5am yesterday & went to alton towers with rachael, stevie, little stevie, natalie & emily. they however wasn't awake when me & stevie got to emilys house so we had to drag them out of bed. left at 7am !!! how we actually got six people in the car i still don't know. & natalies car is small, i had to sit on the floor & crunch all my legs ( Read more... )

& you'll continue to be completely oblivious to the way i feel :(

it's about time i updated. i'm kind of back on track i got my gcse's at the moment though which is taking up alot of my time. actually not really. i'm going to alton towers on monday with the group minus a few. should be really nice because rachael is now talking to me & i can't think of anything better than that to make my summer good ( Read more... )