go look up the meaning of respect & then get back to me.

fucking idiot!

i've been up to quite a bit. partying, getting drunk, staying up until late, watching dope films, getting high, getting addicted to ebay again, shopping, going to school, getting my hair cut, spending time with stevie, going up the studio with the boys, reading & just genuinely being happy :) if i updated you with what i've done the last two weeks ( Read more... )

drunk reufdhgfh

to hell with you & all yr friends!

i started reading the da vinci code on friday & i have like three chapters left. pretty good considering it's me. going to start angels & demons tomorrow, knowledge is power! & i've never found the catholic church so interesting before. i heard the priests where pedophiles & stuff & i never really respected them. not that i respect them now as they ( Read more... )

so the sun is shining & i'm smiling which is ace! i don't know why i'm feeling so good? i just seem to have nothing on my mind. i had my tooth out on wednesday morning though which is kinda taking it's toll on me because it really hurts! but that's about it. i stretched my ears up to 18mm aswell which hurt & bled but i don't know why? & i'm ( Read more... )

hahahahahahha fucking ha! kidding myself was i? i think i have been for the last umm.. year or so? i think i'll just sit back & wait for everything to blow up in everyones faces & then i won't be the malicious one anymore :) & i'm a bit shocked i'm not crying after tonight. but it just made me realise that i don't give a fuck. i don't give a fuck ( Read more... )

you know, sometimes you really think you know some body, like really know them & every thing about them & you grow to respect & admire them & everything about them. but then you realise that you really don't know them atall. & everything seems like a waste of time & their opinions don't matter anymore. oh well, i've got today & another two hundred ( Read more... )

i don't really know how to feel right now. i mean i've pretty much just lost everyone that meant anything to me in less than a week, but on the bright side i have one of the most amazing friends still by my side & we had a nice night last night. brat pack film night, well it was more like just the one brat pack film. pretty in pink, i liked it alot ( Read more... )

hate me as much as you want!

i've spent too many hours crying over all of you to care anymore.

i'm sorry it had to all be like this, but you all made me learn something.

&i'll never make the same mistakes again.

i hate what i've become & who i am but i guess that's life!

shyness is nice & shyness can stop you from doing all the things in life that you'd like to! wowww i love the smiths a bit. today has been spent thinking & my stomach won't stop turning. but i don't know why? i'm not excited or anything. i think i'm going to erase every thing from my mind, yes that's right! that's exactly what i'm going to do! i ( Read more... )