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*this has been the state of my mind all day; just:

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and then if anyone asks why I have the urge to say "I dont know" like 5 times in a row

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Seriously.

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That is all.

AAAHHHHH!!! I GOT A 99!!! HOLY HELL I GOT A 99 ( Read more... )

I finally have a post-bachelors plan and I feel so much better because of it. No more, am I going to do this? or should I do this? blah blah blah. I figured it out. Finally. I never knew I was such a control freak until this all happened. If that's what you want to call it. I always thought I was fairly "roll-with-the-punches" But the idea ( Read more... )

So I was watching Grey's last night right? 'Cause of my addiction and all. And for those of you that don't watch (even though you won't know who the character's are) there's this situation currently going on on the show where Meredith has to decide between McDreamy and McVet. These types of situations ALWAYS happen, on this type of show, I ( Read more... )

I've studied so much I hurt. Literally. My shoulders hurt, my back hurts, my neck hurts...even my brain hurts. I hate studying, really I do. (Yes, I'm bitching, but trust me, I NEEEEED to). I want to veg, unfortunately, if I try to veg, I end up stressing myself out thinking about all the things I SHOULD be doing. And if I don't study I'll ( Read more... )

Wierd dreams freak me out. I end up trying to decifer them all day ( Read more... )

I'm treading water and I hate it. I am physically unable to make any kind of decisions about what the heck to do after I graduate in the spring. Get a job? Get a masters? Get a job then go back for my masters? And where? There's an affordable master's program in Oklahoma, but really....Oklahoma?? Could I live in Oklahoma for two whole years ( Read more... )

Ah procrastination....it's starting to creep in. And after that whole thing about actually being motivated this semester. Granted the procrastination isn't TOO terribly horrible yet. But the fact that I have a test in biophysical chem on wednsday (yeah, that one that I'm taking for a second time) and am not currently studying my butt off isn't ( Read more... )

All together, an uneventful couple of weeks really. Although there are two highlights: 1. FOOTBALL SEASON!!! Don't worry, I wont go on and on with in-depth analysis of our team and the pro-football that I watch (I've already done it in my head) but I will say that I am so veeeeerrrry happy that it is football season once again. And we may ( Read more... )

(originally posted August 31)

I love my job....*evil grin* That's all I'm sayin.

:D