I'm so motherfucking pissed right now. I almost threw my fucking phone... and I don't throw things, especially not if they cost an arm and a leg.

Anyway, I just received a lovely little visit from a GV DPS officer. It seems that after I had my little hissy fit of melodrama via livejournal entry, facebook status and note, and then deleted my ( Read more... )

The President of Gambia has given Gays, Lesbians, and other "Criminals" 24 hours to leave the country or they shall be killed. I hate this world.

http://www.advocate.com/news_detail_ektid54768.asp

I feel like everyone needs to update more often about their lives for no reason other than to keep me entertained. If you think your life is too boring to write about... then lie.

Amen.

I think one of the biggest reasons that I hate being home is that I feel twelve. Like a little child. I hate it. Come on August!!! Quit taking your sweet ass time getting here!

I feel like every moment I spend here my intelligence dwindles slightly. lol.

Someone needs to give me a job. I need monies. And I need to get out of my house!

I'm in love with Regina Spektor's new song "The Call" from the Prince Caspian soundtrack. When it started playing at the end of the movie I could have cried. Not because the part of the movie was sad, the song just awoke this catharsis on me. SOOOOO GOOOD ( Read more... )

I started the evening watching Signs downstairs by myself... and never have I ever been so freaked out by that movie. But then again, I've never watched it at night, alone before. lol

So I stopped watching that and came up to my bedroom and watched War of the Worlds. Yeah, one alien flick to another. I thought I would hate War of the Worlds because ( Read more... )

Sometimes when I get sad about being alone I remember that it is okay to be alone. Nothing is required out of life but what I require from myself. Wants and wishes are good but when they become obsessions things get dangerous. It's hard to keep that in mind but I try my best.

I really can not wait for school to start again. I feel like life will ( Read more... )

I miss the days of being happy. I think I left my happiness in a tiny dorm room in Allendale. It's funny how much I hated it there at first but now I miss it so much. Four months is really far to long a summer break. Haha, My high school self would have killed me for saying that. But I guess things change. And I'm glad that I've changed with them ( Read more... )

I just love it when gay boys call me "UGLY."
It really just makes my day.
I mean, who doesn't love to hear that they're ugly every now and again.
Because I don't think that about myself enough as it is.
My love for humanity never ceases to grow. Especially when things like this happen.

:( I hate people.

I'm in such sweet love with the Broadway Boys but ESPECIALLY Josh Strickland! I want him to sing to me while he... yeah. lol.
God. What I wouldn't give. GAH!
He makes me wish I had seen Tarzan on broadway. Grrr-owl!

I do not remember him being so smokin' or talented on American Idol.