Maybe. I have a blog over on blogger, but everyone in the world can see it. Not sure if I even feel like doing this again. Getting ready to make some healthy changes in my life though and it makes sense to have a place to document.

has passed and I'm out the other side. yeah, I still think of Patty every day, but there are now large gaps of time when I don't, and when I do, I'm not dwelling. I am feeling good in my own skin again. Sure, there are times I do still miss her and wish things could have been different. I will always love her and yup, I'd give it another chance ( Read more... )

I hate hearing sirens outside as I sit warn and safe in my apartment. (I live near a big firestation). It's Feb 14, aka Valentines Day, and the state of NH is having it's very first snowstorm of the season...wow...people freakin' battened down the hatches! Normally, the city of Manchester is the LAST to ever cancel school...they cancelled school ( Read more... )

yup...it's January 6th and I have a sunburnt face...I have NEVER felt post-beach face in January in my LIFE! This afternoon it was 68 sunny degrees at North Hampton beach. I was out in a t-shirt, jeans, and Tevas, although the Tevas were ditched in favor of bare feet once I hit the sand. I brought Rusty with me knowing there would be tons of ( Read more... )

Never done a poll before. I want to change my e-mail address, racingspirit just doesn't do it for me anymore. MRiley is taken, as is anything remotely like melissariley or melissa_riley. Choose one from the list of create a new one!

Poll New e-mail address

haven't seen her since October 14. Haven't talked to her since November 11. She will be here in about 10 minutes. Please let it be peaceful and fun and not awkward. I have no expectations. I have let her go. I am afraid it will stir up painful feelings. I hope it goes well. I hope we can be friends. Breathe.

I just found this new channel on my cable called current_. Their website is current.tv . It's like a blog on TV. Even the "ads" are created by people like me and you. Check it out! On Comcast in NH it is channel 254. For instance, I just learned that NH is the third healthisest State. Number 2 is Vermont and number 1 is Minnesota. In case ( Read more... )

ok, i know many of you are on the edge of your seats tonight waiting for the juicy details ( Read more... )

I have a *date* tomorrow night! Um, I was thinking I was just meeting someone new who I've been e-mailing with the last few weeks as a possible friend, but when I talked to her tonight she said the *d* word. Shit! I don't think I want to go out on a date...but I guess what the hell??

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