It's official. No school for me next semester.

Now, what to do........

im getting so tired of school. all the projects and papers and everything. even if i dont go to texas next semester i'll still probably take the semester off. i need a serious break to get my life in order ( Read more... )

will i lose my dignity? will someone care?

will i wake tomorrow, from this nightmare?

i die without you.

trying to suppress thoughts of the past.

not easy.

i guess i'll stop trying so hard.

it's weird how a day can go from completely horrible to one of the best days i've had in a long time. it's good to have fun and talk about good times and wonder what's ahead.

laughing is definitely a form of healing.

i love the good times, and the fact that they are so good that they can make the bad times disappear.

holy crap!!!!! the scariest haunted house i've ever been to. absolutely amazing, and it's 2:30 in the morning in texas right now, and i dont think i'll be able to sleep. whew! i've never been so scared in my life. i was holding my sister-in-law soo tight, and i think my voice will be gone from screaming. i'll be back home tomorrow just in time to ( Read more... )

well, my birthday has just passed, and im in texas with two of my favorite people. life is smooth sailin this weekend for me. hope you guys in fl do ok with the impending doom of wilma. j/k, im sure it wont be that bad. i love all of you and miss you guys a lot.

life gets sooo tough when you realize what you have to do. but i will do what is called of me nonetheless. i have to. im so tired of living for myself and what pleases my flesh. i want to live by the word and what God wants of me. i will not apologize for what i will do, because it's in the word, and i desire to live to please God in this time. ( Read more... )

my heart is an everlast punching bag

everything seems to get better when i put it all in God's hands, but then i get sidetracked and i get whacked in the face again. well, at least i know what to do. i will run to the only one who knows best. only there can i be truly free and secure.