Let my life be like a love song

a lot seems to happen in a little time. i like the way things are progressing. im doing a lot better, not as depressed, but hopeful of a happy future. thats all.

WOW, death would be about the nicest thing i could hope for right now. since im dying on the inside i just wish someone would finish the job. all my hopes and dreams seem once again to be crushed into powder. i guess it's finally time to move on.

so this is what's next. freedom, i can breathe again. no more worries or regrets. whatever happens will happen and i dont care anymore.

im curious to see what happens next.

how do you help someone who wants your help but doesn't listen to you? do you keep trying, even though they still don't heed your words? if you know the truth, and an easy way for one of your friends to excape a hazardous situation, you tell them, and then they still don't listen, what do you do? im just curious.

im done worrying. there's no reason to. i will let go as much as i can, and live my life to the fullest, with no regret.

i got an A on my geography test today!! woohoo!!!

i strive for meaning in a meaningless world, constantly coming up short. for example, i'm standing in front of a gumball machine, i see the gumballs inside, i put my quarter in, and i watch the gumball spiral down, excited to taste it, but suddenly it stops half-way down as if it hit an invisible wall. my life is like that right now, i see the ( Read more... )

my heart is full of regrets and hope.
regrets for the stupid things i've said and done; and hope for a second or 768th chance. i take so many things for granted so often. im sorry for yelling and hurting you, im sorry for expecting so much, im sorry for not fighting hard enough. i want to be your prince, to fight for your heart. that's my heart's