Purity_sticks

't know where life will take us but i can't walk out on him. I would give my life away to give him the amazing life that he deserves

Nothing like a nice dose of depression to take into the new year..i made a new life became a new family only to watch in slip away in a cloud of confusio

n mixed emotion and anger. I refuse to walk out on the beautiful child i have taken on the responsibility of and see him as my own flesh and blood. I don

not when he depends on me as his dad..i'm not walking out in a moment such as this

h. He needs a true father figure in his life. And that's the one thing his biological father isn't, never was, and won't be..and i refuse to let him down

ot spilling the situation out on the web. But even though she's decided to leave me i'm not walking out on her or the child. I love them both far too muc

. The girl i love and the child that gas grown to be my own slipped through my fingers and i'm helpless to comprehend.. I don't know where to begin i'm n

So i'm at this point where i'm numb to life i've gone past being angry and sad and blocked off emotion numbing myself..saturday jessica broke things off.

I hate being sick..why can't i just get better? Target needs balls..it's full of pussies and gay guys..wtf