there is nothing to do in teaneck except be a jew ( Read more... )

i am over it....i am like the little engine that could--i think i can get a job i think i can get a job i think i can get a job....:-P ( Read more... )

its days like today that make me wish he still loved me...
not because i ever really loved him, but because me made me believe that someone could actually love me.

i am scared that this lack of success isn't a mark of failure, rather a brand of inabilities.
and i hear his words telling me i'll be back in three weeks time...and i wonder if you ever loved someone how can you want them to fail so badly?

and what if they are right?

and i've been housing all this doubt ( Read more... )

i signed online on a computer in the library and found a profile i wish i never found. maybe that will teach me not to break things.

don't feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life. the most interesting people i know didn’t know at 22 what they wanted to do with their lives, some of the most interesting 40 year olds i know still don’t.

its okay that i don't know.

don't worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to ( Read more... )

things that make life fantastic ( Read more... )

one of my friends wrote that when a friendship ends along with the sweatshirts and gloves it would be nice if they returned the right to think about you. i think it would be nice if they also erased your ability to think about them,so that you too could close the door.

last night made me remember why i love clark and why i came here. i don't know that i like all that i've become but i can go back to those parts of me...