the peace corps application is the scariest appliaction in life.
the end.
love manda

...and just like that i let him go.....

what do you do if you realize that you can be someones friend but they cannot be yours?

i must remember that there was a time i thought i'd never feel that way again. about anybody else. and then i did. so clearly although i know i'll never feel that way again about anybody else. i will.

i will not bed over backwords for you anymore ( Read more... )

last night was amazing. lucie and i went to the darfur awareness program and we met a man who is going to come and speak and shira and my program who is a darfur refugee...
he may be my new hero, next to claude.

maybe the only way to win is to act like i don't care. maybe if i can pull off like it doesn't bother me it will bother you....one can have an overnight change of heart, and i am the worlds greatest actress....when i care you are hurt, and then forgive me at the drop of a hat and it is as if nothing as changed. have i ever told you we make no sense

its not what you were out doing. its that you lied to me when the chapter was done being written. the epilogue could have been change and love, but now it is just tears and hurt.

AIM is an alternate universe. The other speaks and you decide their tone and how it was meant to sound. AIM is the poison of so many fights.( and online,all boys are the same )

if the last time you saw me was four years ago would you recognize me?
would you have something to say?