My life is so crazy right now, I moved into my mom's place until I go to Germamy because I just can't be in that house. It's been pretty good so far. I have the library (internet access) right down the street, the YMCA right next to that and the commuter rail like 4 house away. So if I need to go anywhere I can jump a train...I run to the library ( Read more... )

I dont even know how to describe how I'm feeling. I'm trying to pack all my stuff up for Germany but I'm trying to do it quickly so I don't have to see anyone in my house because they are all evil. I dont have enough bags, boxes anything and I'm wondering whether or not I can live without most of my stuff. I mean I can always buy new stuff, but do ( Read more... )

I hate feeling so helpless. These people make me feel like a scumbag and I know I'm not. I'm a normal human that makes mistakes and gets angry and tells little lies and why can't that be acceptable. Why can't I make a mistake? It's ok for everyone but me and I hate that because who the hell are they to make me feel like crap. I've known you a year ( Read more... )

I miss my husband ( Read more... )

My wedding was a disaster, literally everything went wrong...from wedding dresses and rings to my jp leaving and I had to get married by a man in slippers in some guys living room. I still love him though. I'm just glad it's over. Big weddings are over rated, my suggestion...dress nicely and go to the court house. Our rings are nice too, which is ( Read more... )

I'm getting married in 10 days, HOLY FUCKING SHIT! That is exciting, but kinda makes me want to vomit too. I'm getting married on the Swan boat suspension bridge in the Boston Public Garden at night so it's all lite up and hopefully it snows. It's going to be beautiful.

On a completely unrelated topic, anything good going on for New Years?

Tell me your funniest memory of you and me

I'm so tired. I'm working three jobs now, which is good...but very tiring. I got put on orders at my unit which is great pay...but so so so much physical labor and so many hours. I'm not complaining though, I work with two great sergeants and I like my job despite the exhauation it causes. I do better when I have a lot of work to do. It does stink ( Read more... )

I bought my wedding dress today. I put it on and just knew it was the one, I thought was just something people said, but damn....it was perfect!

Every day this kid gives me more and more reason to love him...I'm pretty lucky.

In other news, I'm moving to Taunton to room with a friend I met while I was deployed on Louisiana. I'll be there until I move to Germany probably in February, maybe sooner. But my cell is always on and I'm just a car ride away!