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[beenthroughthis]

It really is terrible to feel the way I do. I wouldn't wish it upon anyone. There is nothing worse than without even realizing it come up with numerous ways of kciking yourself off. What am I even doing anymore. There is like this huge clock of my life looming and all it keeps saying is that I am falling behind and that I am screwing up. Constantly

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[folzgold]

When we're all home for thanksgiving, want to hang out at some point? Pat and I want to have a little party.

[beenthroughthis]

yes, that would be great.

[emsd12girl]

babe, i love you. you are one of the most amazing, strongest people i have ever met.. and i am not just saying that. keep your faith. everything happens for a reason.. and everything comes full circle.. right now you are having a bad time, but trust me it is all leading up to something good. And as far as wasting time and being lonely i feel that way too. but just because we both chose different paths for ourselves doesn't mean that we were wrong, even though it seems like it right now because everyone is at school and moving on in their lives. You will go on to do amazing things.. stay strong..
Renee

[beenthroughthis]

your right, just because we arn't in school right now doesn't mean that we are slackers of that we did anything wrong, it's just the way our plans worked out. Thanks. I needed to hear that. I miss you and your roses look great by the way!!!

[jcantrell]

hi steph, im really sorry about acting like i didnt remember you, i was fuckin around, i didnt mean for you to take it serious, if you ever feel like it give me a call at 781 521 0245