Seriously, why can't I stay mad at him? I'm still annoyed but not mad. Like I was last night. I was so mad I was crying. But no, he comes in tonight and acts normal so of course I act normal too. Sort of. Actually I don't really know. I mean I talked to him but I kinda kept like not looking at him when I did and shit. And he would say ( Read more... )

Know what I realized tonight? I'm not sure why I'm just realizing it now, seems like it should have been obvious. I musta looked like such a retard when it hit too, since I was in the middle of an isle at work... but I realize that the reason I'm so bitchy all the time is cuz I'm hiding all the pain. I don't want people to see all the pain that ( Read more... )

I am so upset right now but I really don't feel like getting into it... so I don't know why I even bothered to even start this.
Love,
Jess

Got laid last night. It was good. But anyway, we also had like a really serious talk. I cried, he comforted me. I realize I wasn't making him happy. That's not my fault or his... but I guess in some way mine. In order to make someone happy, you have to be happy. And let's face it, I sure ain't happy. With myself, with my life, with anything ( Read more... )

Ok, I've been doing some thinking again... and this is what I've come up with... SHIT I just had it... alright... I know I still like him, and miss him... but what I think I miss the most is just having a boyfriend. I'd never really had one before, didn't want one, and I liked having one. So now I'm wrestling with is it him I miss, or just the ( Read more... )

all i can think about are things i wish i had done... like friday or wednesday... i wish i wold have done this or that,,, ok i'm gonna pass out now bye

So many things stressing me out right now. Ok, got pulled over tonight... again. Second fucking time in three days. Monday night: Need to get my headlight fixed. Al says there's nothing you can do, its not the light its the casing (or whatever the hell you call it, I really don't fucking care right now). Says not to worry about it. Tonight: ( Read more... )

My romance horoscope for the day ( Read more... )

I have so many wishes right now. I wish I could take things back... I wish I would have done some things differently. For instance, I wish that I would have admitted my feelings for Dan to myself sooner, because maybe then when he started talking to Sarah again he might not have thought he still had feelings for her. And I wish I would have ( Read more... )

This is my romance horoscope for today ( Read more... )