well today was really sad.at school everyone said the wrong things,or maybe im just being a baby.im so sensetive(and i dont understand why people say the things they say sometimes)the smallest thing will make me choked up all day.fuck MEAN people.

well today is sunday and i dont know what of make of today besides that i feel sad.i know why i feel sad and i know i cant do anything to change the way i feel.but it still sucks.school is so aggrevating to look at on sundays.knowing you have five days of hell to look forward too.uhhhh.this years actually too easy for me.theres no challenge.and ( Read more... )

today was ok at school.me and amanda just wondered around at lunch,feeling unwanted everywhere we went.lol......theres the cutest christian water polo type looking guy in my biology class.hes so innocent(makes me wanna do bad things to him,jk)well i had to present a poster in bio,i have stage fright like a mother fucker.my throat locks and i cant ( Read more... )

i dyed my hair today.i thought it would make me feel better-but it actually made me feel worse.wierd.....hell yeah fridays the signing(are you ready amanda)lol,hahahahah.......ha.anyways my mom made the best treat today.lol.fried pb&j banana sandwhich...it was damn good.dont you love when you come home stoned and your mom gives you something good ( Read more... )

blueberry pancakes are damn good.

ive been watching the movie "secret window".and its really a good movie.

in house.thursday.8:49 pm.home evacuated.distant noises.dissaster.this has become a world changing economic system.cant decide anything.what is this.some kind of pleasing peoples opinion program.say what you please.that would be amazing if our whole loves were a movie?that would be a great film.

friday was stupid!i went to that party that "everybody" was going to,key word "everybody" which means cops showed up at about 10:00-10 minutes after we got there.oh well shit happens.saturday was wierd.i went with my mom and brother to have dinner with my grandparents and aunt.it was awkward and small talk the whole night.but hey the food was ( Read more... )

friday was fun but blurry.the last thing i remember was driving home with bobby,and then i remember calling jessica heather.and i woke up in my bed with puke on my shoulder.good times*last night was ok,me and heath went to josh's house and everybody was being so wierd and everybody was fighting and i didnt like it at all.so we left...and now today ( Read more... )

well tomorrows friday and im real happy!i really have absolutely nothing to say.....