school was fun,home wasnt.why do i let all my problems build up?why do i load all my stress in the lump of my throat and finally break over something so small? its so difficult trying to please everyone except yourself.i need to start making decisions based on what will make me happy.and that never seems to happen.im so strong at times but so ( Read more... )

its sunday and im feeling really expressive but its hard to write what i am feeling,i feel happy considering that todays my moms bithday and im happy for her.and i just really feel almost i can say "spiritual",not quite though................................yeah but friday was a wonderful night,it was nice too see everybody,and im happy i got to ( Read more... )

last night was cool i guess,juice brought over his new car,its awsome!im glad me and jess got to see tom and juicy-juice is a cutie.anyways ya ryan might have people over tonight so that will be fun.last summer it was a party here everyday and now ryans all wierd and never has anybody over ( Read more... )

last night was fun,me heather,jess and ryan watched the meteor shower.(i only saw one though...)i made a wish...and i got a lovely suprise from marissa and jeff and everyone.yay i love when she does that.juicy got his new car!im excited.i want a car.first i need a job-which i really dont mind getting.a car changes everything(for the better of

well im herre on a wendsday doing nothing,i might go explore the high school today to find out where all my classes are.im nervous.i picked up my schedule yesterday and i got general music!im happy.it was so damn hot at the high school and me and ryan had to walk in some huge maze to find everything.we got lost like 10 times it was fun though.me ( Read more... )

yeah well im just waiting around,i have to get my mom a b-day pesent today at the mall and maybe a few things for me as well.but i feel bad i really want to get my mom something specail........she loves sun moon and stars so i was thinking a necklace or something of that sort...oh,anyways yeah i have to go pick up my schedule tomorrow at the high ( Read more... )

im at my dads house and i just got finished swimming.now im eating a heath klondike bar,its deeeelicious.it really hurt my feelings.i met a boy the other night,and he just started calling me-so were talking and i sart telling this huge story about your addreneline glan in your body and i was talking for about id say 3 min.and i said "so what do you ( Read more... )

i just got back from my dads house,he made a great dinner,it was nice.i know it would be a lot better stress wise to move in with my dad for a while,but i know i have a lot more feedom here at my moms.i love going to my dads because i know that when im there it makes his day-and that means the world to me!last night was fun,marissa came over along ( Read more... )

today is friday and i have no idea of what to do.i could drink but ive been enjoying being sober lately.and i could smoke but i really really enjoy being sober right now.well i have to make a appointment to get my hair cut,how short?what color?i have no idea.ill prob leave the color and maybe get it trimmed and razored a bit?hmmmmm anyways jessica ( Read more... )

well i had heather and amanda over yesterday,and we did a whole lot of nothing,it was fun though.tanner came over a few days ago,it was nice to hang out with him a little-i cant wait until school starts i miss everybody a lot.....mostly everybody.i feel like watching a move,i just recently saw the butterfly affect-it was a amazing movie.i never ( Read more... )