I think I'm losing control of my body. My mouth says things I didn't tell it to, its somewhat strange. Someone was whining to me at the barn about how she wanted a new pony, and maybe it was because I was feeling sick, or fed up with her, or any other thing and before I knew it I had turned to her and said "shut the fuck up, I don't care." Normally ( Read more... )

I've been going through computer hell. But before I rant, I have to thank Jim for his help in fixing my computer and Joshua's patience with me. The more I learn about computers, the more I hate them with a passion. To make a long story short, the motherboard on my new computer is dying. Skyler didn't tell me about this when he sold it to mom. So we ( Read more... )

So it's New Years day and all that. Big deal ( Read more... )

I feel incredible. An hour ago I was feeling a little blah. Tired and emotionally confused. I'm not really sure why, maybe it was just a mood swing. So I decided to take a bath using the cinnamon bath bomb Chris gave me for x-mas. My skin is still tingling. It made me feel really good. My muscles are more relaxed than they have been in weeks with ( Read more... )

I received my first Christmas presents for this year. From Skotty and Marry I received a very nice vest with the farms name embroidered on it (It must have cost a lot, it's very high quality @.@) and I got a present from the ponies ^.^ They gave me a very nice patchouli body wash and green tea and lime shampoo and conditioner. They smell incredible ( Read more... )

X-mas is coming up. Unfortunately. Holidays are way too commercialized and over-rated. I still participate in giving on Christmas, I feel strange when people give me things and I have nothing in return. Not like I have much money to put forth XP Skyler and I are splitting a bunch of things between us, he can't afford much either since he moved out ( Read more... )

On the twelfth day of Christmas, ( Read more... )

So, life has been going better. It seems to go in cycles. I started drawing again. I stopped for a little more than a week. I've had a good couple of days. Let's just see if it lasts. Today is Wednesday, and I hate Wednesdays. Tomorrow I leave for the barn and return Sunday evening. I'm a little worried, for my legs. Skotty has had me riding more ( Read more... )

I am really happy. My mom decided to use some savings to fund me going to the IMTA!! I'll be going ^.^ It's next summer, but I have to take a bunch of classes before then. This is a jump start to a career. I'm really excited. Everyone wish me luck!

Well. Today I am in a good mood. For the past week and a half I've been stuck in a rut and just going down hill. I was grumpy and bitchy. But not today. No, today I'm in a good mood. And I would like to keep it that way. Who knows why or what changed, but I feel good today ( Read more... )