I am sorry I never update. I suck I know. Hopefully soon I will redo this layout and then leave awesome posts all the time. Everyone should leave comments telling me to and maybe I will.

Tired

Stressed

Depressed

sick of faking being happy

im not going to make it

so some things have happened recently that I feel like letting the world know. However this journal is not officially back in buisness yet..I plan in a month or so to hit this up with a new layout and stuff..it should be sweet. for now you can enjoy some highlights ( Read more... )

Life is sucking pretty hardcore for me right now. So to save everyone from the emo crying and random rants ive decided to stop posting here for a while. I'm also considering just deleting this whole thing. I may get my myspace up and running, but I wont be making any entrys on that either ( Read more... )

umm its 2:30a.m... just to let u know

elevate worship band practice starts in exactly 5 hours...terrible idea

new years was alright..i think i should of stayed at the amazing show and saw the amazing anathallo..im retarded. atleast i got to see goodwen be awesome

i feel like this cat...


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ive been awake for 22 hours. sleep would be nice, to escape everything and to sleep would be wonderful. but sleep can not come when your mind is full of so many things spinning around. i want to scream at the top of my lungs. i want to feel something inside. the idea of walking to my car and leaving everything doesnt sound so bad right now. i think ( Read more... )

i just spent like an hour slowly working on a long entry. It had everything, i spilled my heart out on livejournal for everyone to see. But then I read it and wasnt happy..so Ive decided that this picture is a much better representation of my feelings...


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michigan was michigan..christmas totally didnt feel like christmas..i guess im scrooge

I'm home...

Now everyone will die..

*P.S. this is for brent*
on christmas day, when i checked out the arson portraits myspace, the profile views said 666...creepy

pictures..


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