today i drove by elliot and today i got my elliott smith cd in the mail. coincidence? i think not.

friday i was a lot more stoned than i thought. saturday i fell in love with 2 boys (one a perfect jock and one a scowly hooded conor). sunday i was late to work. today i went up to a 12 gauge with my best friend.

> gar gar gar i wanna write you an email gar ( Read more... )

i was a ten minute margot tenenbaum for halloween.


( Read more... )

( Read more... )

7:04 pm
lindsey looks around outside for a package, sees nothing.
lindsey: dad, have you seen the ups guy today?
dad: no. but i would check the side of the house and behind the gate, sometimes they put stuff there.
lindsey goes and checks it out, no go.
7:05 pm
lindsey: dammit. i was suppossed to get my package today.
dad: go track it online.
lindsey: kay.
( Read more... )

blue.

so... i guess im grounded?
i don't even know what to say.
they're mad at me because i'm apathetic and not focusing enough i guess. i was scared it might be something worse because of how dramatic and drastic they were acting...
so much drama on friday jeezis christ. not even worth it.
lots of dissappointments.

you’re such a mystery i just want to stand and stare nibble on your ear and smell the ocean in your hair you know you damage me you leave me tangled in a knot but when you reappear i see neptunian blues that eyes forgot i only feel alive when the vu’s flashing alarms going off in my head i want to grab you and just kiss you maybe I should sit down ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish that i was still 12.
so that i could hold hands with the cute 12 year old boys that shop at mervyns.
with their moms.
little boys are so much cuter than old teenage boys.