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[beforehand]

i've come to the conclusion that i should really just die. like, right now. our lives are coming to an end, there's nothing good that can come from the future. why the hell do i want to go into graphic design? well, it's teh only thing that i can really think of that i might be good at, and that won't bore me to death. but its such a shitty choice

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[drpepperrocks]

If you rearrange the words in your current mood it would spell keg.

I know the future seems scary, it's cause we don't know whats going to happen. But at the same time thats why's its exciting. I think you're a great artist, actor, writer, photographer, friend and person! Please please please be strong not only for yourself but also for me and Mab, we need you too! You know whats going to be exciting, driving together on the weekends when we feel like going back to our safe bubbles. New music, new boys to talk about, new clothes and new hair(possibly lol), and just new lives to laugh about. I think it's gonna be a blast. "Life moves pretty fast. If you don't stop and look around once in a while, you could miss it." -Ferris Bueller

[beforehand]

i had my ekg today, i have an irregular heartbeat. i dunno what that means really, but its what i have

[drpepperrocks]

No, no no, and no. Good reply, totally neccessary. Ya it's a typical senior livejournal post because almost all the seniors are feeling just as anxious, nervous, scared, frightened and just about to pee their plaid skirts about this whole college buisness. Not staying you're typical, but its okay to feel. Some will supress it and then it's gonna blow up in their face towards the end of the year, but at least you're talking about it. Getting it out. I don't know if I'm one of those supressors, cause right now I'm not all jittery about college in general, just getting a good college essay out. I mean I want something that shocks people, a bright orange paper in a pile of white sheets. but no this is about you. I can't tell you much other than take it day by day, just like puberty.

[drpepperrocks]

Oh I also forgot. I have a very vague idea of what I want to do with my life too. But once we pick something it doesn't mean we have to stick with it FOREVER!! There's always room for change :) Oh one last thing. I love you!