my head is (notreally)splitting but this overload of medicine (ER trip, nothing serious but lots of medicine) is stompingNOTskipping in my head. i'm trying to get up the energy to go to the pharmacy and maybe even get some groceries! emile is doing this "eat to live" diet shabang and i wanted to surprise him by making a mean fruits n' veggies 'n ( Read more... )

there were the haphazard bushes, nostagically placed just right so i could listen to joni mitchell and think where do i go tomorrow, what bus do i take into the mountains? watching a boring movie, it said one right thing : we're all wandering, looking for some secret that we hope we never find. the windows i've looked out from, they've held brick ( Read more... )

i'm wearing green pants when i realize all over again life changes so quickly and my friend from wyoming is getting married. and when i tried to remember all the moments that had happened in the year and a half since i'd seen her, it was muddied and it's somewhere along the lines of waking to love and sticking feet out of car windows with the heat ( Read more... )

my soda is signed anonymous and autumn makes me want to dance under streetlamps and follow lonely leaves. i grow nostalgic, as with any coming/passing of the seasons and neon white letters from long-ago friends make me want to keep driving westward. connecticut is too crowded and my heart flutters a bit thinking of snow-topped lakes and the crying- ( Read more... )

images often pop into my head, without reason and leave just the same. today i walked into my house and i imagined rows and rows of men in tophats writing on typewriters. the other day i pictured myself swinging wildly from a chandelier, laughing maniacally. it's been a while since i've posted anything here, so here's my update since ... july 23 ( Read more... )

i have painted my toenails blue for some unknown reason and now they look like the victims of a vicious blueberry fruitfight. i want to tell you something : i am tired of worrying about money. if i want to buy a lollipop or a WHOLE bag of cotton candy damnit i should be able to do it without saying oh but what about collegeloans/savingforgradschool ( Read more... )

the hallway smells like old hardbacks and i'm scared if i get used to this state it will be the same as endorsing sweatshops. i like a singer named devon sproule and lately i've avoided calling my friends in wyoming because i physically ache to go back there and see the mountains instead of the highway at sunset. here, people do shots of the wall ( Read more... )

there are wishes (seeds) flying everywhere these days. it's magical and i hope everyone here is making nonstop wishes. i have never gotten such a chance in my life and so i think lots of very good things will start happening. like : i will be able to make a PERFECT ravioli with spinach. many people will desire my journalistic skills and will not ( Read more... )

i just wrote a very negative entry and thought better of it ( Read more... )

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